Look so far ahead that missed out on everything right in front, succumbing to the needs and wants.
Million things craving, billion things in mind seeking for perfection.
Define your own meaning behind the word perfection?
Or
Let others define the word perfection ?
Life is a very well composed story. Honesty in penning down thoughts determines whether they are able to reach out. Living a life or rather in path which opt to be in, provide living in it and really living life.
Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice You've made it now Falling slowly sing your melody I'll sing along with you….
Nobody is ever gonna be able to take the pain away neither can anybody take the joy away, it's your own actions and it's yours.
Good Day people! Sorry for the long absence. I've not been having any inspiration to share anything lately moreover was having my final exams. Was busy preparing my assignments and exams. It's pretty difficult for me to compete with the others because most of them has been working for years and their working experience has bring lots of benefits to what we are studying. But yet, i'm still not giving up and i feel quite motivated for certain reason that I'm not sure myself.
I have been here for about coming to 8 months. Squeezing my brain cells from tip to toe till there's no juice left. It has not been a really smooth ride for me. Still, I'm not complaining. For the pass month, i've been struggling really hard,kicking ass every night and burning night lamps to catch up and compete with them and my workload. It’s still interesting, to be able to independent and venture around alone.
Second semester started yesterday. I doubt it would be a slow path for this coming sem, but yet i got a little tense up after i attend the class ,the lecturer seems giving pressure and scares me a little. I'm still gonna work harder for the coming semester due to last semester's result. Mum will never satisfy tho i've already reach the level of getting scholarship. So now, i'm aiming for a higher goal.
Anyway, i'm still in holiday mood. The following is what i've done for a month of my winter holiday. Enjoy!
Gold Coast, Surfers Paradise. The 700km long beach. I barely even smell the delicious beach before i arrived. I can even image the beautiful beach, hot chicks around, half naked hot guys, naked sexy bodies lining up along the beach, volleyball match and tanned guys doing their surfing thang on the waves.
Arrived around 2ish, dumped our luggage and headed for lunch before jumping into the sea.
Please call me no vain... lolz =X
Finish our lunch around 5ish and walk down to the beach. It was totally disappointment. No hot chicks, No hot bodies lining in rows around the beach, no hot tanned guys, no volleyball match, no surf on waves.
The moment my foot touches the water, it freeze till my spine.It's freezing cold like ice water.No doubt,since its winter. Now i know why there's no hot chicks around. Moreover its 5ish which the sun is getting ready to set. . Perhaps tomorrow morning will be better. ^^
The next morning get up a little earlier to catch the hot chicks sun.
Had lunch in The HOG. For those who loves beef, this is place where u can taste the most awesome steak!
Gulped down everything and walk down the beach with images all over my mind. hot chicks, hot tanned guys,naked bodies, fat ass sun bathing hahhahahaa
I was too stunned and too happy looking around for those and i forgotten to take their pictures, this is one of the best i can get. LOLZ. Can you feel how jakun i am? LOLZ.wtf!
Later on we decided to catch the AquaDuck which brings u on land to the sea for side view.
And we went down to the sea.
On water.
Mansion beside the beach that worth Millions.
They are rich enough that they can afford a private heli.
Sorry for the blur pictures, due the the unstable hand boat.
And that's the end of the story in Gold Coast.
I wanted to upload some pictures from Sea World, Movie World and Australia Zoo. But i'm just a little short of time now. Shall blog again soon. *finger cross*
Doubtfulness is clouding over my bright blue sky. Flash back memories that are so wonderful,
Knowing behind every smile, there’s a story to tell. But will the sweetest smile last till today?
The only thing left is imagination and miserably that’s the closest you can get.
Fighting for answer over the simplest question that left after those smiles.
Is it that’s all? Or am I the one who doesn’t understand the whole phrase of smile.
Although i kinda over think things and complicated at times.
Expectation kills any relationship, some friendship and ruins all surprises.
What’s about all the expectation that you had before?
Hold on! Lay back and think for a bit, most of the happiest things that occur to you, are mostly when you least expect them to.
Finally a space of my own, which treasure most.
Taking a trip down to the memory lane, at one point before all this happened, i kinda forgot how it felt like to feel trustful in a relationship. A relationship where its beyond everything that we are as individuals, where every one thing that leads to another affects two individuals. Individuals which shares a life together.
Losing touch with your inner most emotions because you’ve shut it down for good a long time ago. To emote is to express emotion, especially in an excessive or theatrical manner; at some point I find it hard to just dwell in my bucket of sorrow filled with tears or a truck load filled with laughters.
Things that happened in the past left me dysfunctional in my own way. There’s nothing wrong about being dysfunctional, because that’s what makes you who you are, whatever’s engraved in you that makes you whole. Assuming that when we’re born being an empty white clothe, and growing up painting the white clothe with different choice of colors. Colors that symbolizes laughters, pain, sorrow, excitement and every color that contributes to the big picture YOU!
Choices were given, decisions been made. Love is a big thing, love is definitely not something you pick up from streets every day.
Good Day People! Feel so fresh outside but tired inside. 6 Assignment completed and 1 left due next week. I feel so proud of myself, finally i've completed my assignment way before the due date. Means i'm no longer a last minute person.Hohohohohohohoh~~
Anyway, last 2 week went out with few of my friend from Queensland University to Family Club. I feel so warm when i firs heard about the club. It reminds me of my mum being around spying of me tho i'm thousand miles away from her. LOLz. Mum always say, don't club so much, it's not good or health, sleep late makes you look old and you wouldnt have a smooth skin, drink alcohol, meeting random people, percentage of getting molested is high, and worst is when u get drunk, you wouldn't know what's going on and even worst is when people spike your drink and bla bla bla....bla bla bla..... Okay, i know i sound a little or much naggy like mum now. Whatever!~*drooling eyes*
Here goes the picture
The clubs area at 12.30 AM. It was MUCH crowded compare to the day time.
The Family Club Limo
Mike with his mini cooper in RED!
This is the Ice Bar Hall in Family. Everything around is frozen and covered by ice. Unlike M'sia ice in Quattro, not even a freaking ice. LOLZ.!
That's Mink from Thailand
Mink, Me and Mike.
I was too tired to pose and they are still that hyper.
Mink. Me. Wei Yin, Grace and Sabrina.
The night out peeps.
This is the face expression when i was too tired to pose. Eyes close, mouth shut. LOLZ.
Before clubs
That night was good until some unexpected incident happen to my friend. Wanted to share it here, but i think it wouldn't be nice. So, just forget it. But overall everything is fine. Clubs here is way much stricter than M'sia's. One of my friend get drunk and was asked to leave the club by the bounder. They doesn't allow drunken people to stay in their club for reason avoiding from fights or any unwanted incident. Plus the people in club isn't as "ganas" or should i say desperate as M'sian. The percentage of getting molested is much lesser. The club is clean where u can see people walking around cleaning and picking up any classes on the floor and table. Furthermore, there are locker services which is FREE OF CHARGE. If its in M'sia for sure there's a fees to pay for it. Geez!~Money Eyes~
That's the end of it.
Mum and sis is going to Hong Kong this week. I'm kinda worried about the Swine flu. But there isn't any case over there. So i think it shouldn't be any probs. Shall just pray from them to come back safe and sound and buying some stuff for ME! Whether is getting colder each day. Winter is around the corner and its raining every night. Which is GOOD for me! Sleep soundly. ^^teeeheee~~
Good Day People! Helooo~~ *wave wave* Anyone there? *sniff sniff*
It has has been awhile not having a total disappointment.
Today, 14th of May 2009 Thunderstorm strikes on my mood.
From HAPPY mode to a total disaster ! Just like when u were happily ready to go for a swim and suddenly it rains. Get what i mean? Paah~ whatever lah!
On July,i'll be having a month holiday. So I was desperately wanting a job for money these few weeks. Been sending out resume to few cafe, restaurant, MdD, KFC, Hungry Jack, Hanaichi, Coles, Subway and...etc.. Yet there's no reply and the bad part is FOUR! EMPAT! of my assignment due next week! and next month i'll be sitting my final exam!
Last two day, there's this bakery cafe called me up for interview this morning. Woke up at 8.30 am and happily walking to the cafe. They asked me few questions and apparently there wasn't any problem for them to hire me. Since i've so much experience and stuff. The FAULT falls on the last!! The question was "are you able to work for 3 or 4 month"? I was like thinking should i tell her i'll be off for July? or No? but then by the time, i just blured out "no, i'll be off for few week in July" Then her expression change directly. I'm like F*** i shouldn't tell her about it man.! too LATE~~~~~ And she told me actually i've few more to interview today, So you can just wait for my call by today. Ok GREAT! I've got other competitors! I was praying damn hard on that job. I really want it, but then,the call came and she told me she want someone who can work for long term.
You SEE! When soemthing doesn't turn out what you wanted at the tip of time, the feeling was reallt unbarable! WTF man! I'm really pissed off k! I really need extra money for my holiday in July!!! I wanna go travel around! . Anyone kind enough to just spare me a little???
However, i'm feeling much better after talking to my sis about this. And she told me "Do not defeat the purpose of going Australia" Mainly to study and not is not work
Well, maybe i'll just spend the rest of the month eating instance noodle with egg. Or perhaps i just put my shopping list in the waiting list. LOLZ wtf!
Anyway, i've no mood to blog about my first clubbing experience in Queensland. Shall blog about it when my mood is recover. Bye people!
So now, i'm aiming for a higher goal. 
. Perhaps tomorrow morning will be better. ^^ 
LOLz. Mum always say, don't club so much, it's not good or health, sleep late makes you look old and you wouldnt have a smooth skin, drink alcohol, meeting random people, percentage of getting molested is high, and worst is when u get drunk, you wouldn't know what's going on and even worst is when people spike your drink and bla bla bla....bla bla bla.....
So, just forget it. But overall everything is fine. Clubs here is way much stricter than M'sia's. One of my friend get drunk and was asked to leave the club by the bounder. 
They doesn't allow drunken people to stay in their club for reason avoiding from fights or any unwanted incident. Plus the people in club isn't as "ganas" or should i say desperate as M'sian. 
The percentage of getting molested is much lesser. The club is clean where u can see people walking around cleaning and picking up any classes on the floor and table. Furthermore, there are locker services which is FREE OF CHARGE.