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Sunday, May 24, 2009

A trip down to memory lane

          


Doubtfulness is clouding over my bright blue sky.
Flash back memories that are so wonderful,

Knowing behind every smile, there’s a story to tell.
But will the sweetest smile last till today?


The only thing left is imagination and miserably that’s the closest you can get.

Fighting for answer over the simplest question that left after those smiles.

Is it that’s all? Or am I the one who doesn’t understand the whole phrase of smile.


Although i kinda over think things and complicated at times.

Expectation kills any relationship, some friendship and ruins all surprises.

What’s about all the expectation that you had before?


Hold on! Lay back and think for a bit, most of the happiest things that occur to you, are mostly when you least expect them to.


Finally a space of my own, which treasure most.

 

Taking a trip down to the memory lane, at one point before all this happened, i kinda forgot how it felt like to feel trustful in a relationship. A relationship where its beyond everything that we are as individuals, where every one thing that leads to another affects two individuals. Individuals which shares a life together.

 

Losing touch with your inner most emotions because you’ve shut it down for good a long time ago. To emote is to express emotion, especially in an excessive or theatrical manner; at some point I find it hard to just dwell in my bucket of sorrow filled with tears or a truck load filled with laughters.

 

Things that happened in the past left me dysfunctional in my own way. There’s nothing wrong about being dysfunctional, because that’s what makes you who you are, whatever’s engraved in you that makes you whole. Assuming that when we’re born being an empty white clothe, and growing up painting the white clothe with different choice of colors. Colors that symbolizes laughters, pain, sorrow, excitement and every color that contributes to the big picture YOU!

 

Choices were given, decisions been made.
Love is a big thing, love is definitely not something you pick up from streets every day.




-Heavy Heart-

 


Friday, May 22, 2009

First Night out

Good Day People! Feel so fresh outside but tired inside. 6 Assignment completed and 1 left due next week. I just feel so proud of myself because finally i completed my assignment way before the due date. Means i'm no longer a last minute person.Hohohohohohohoh~~

Anyway, last 2 week i went out with few of my friend from Queensland University to Family Club. I feel so warm when i firs heard about the club. It reminds me of my mum being around spying of me tho i'm thousand miles away from her. LOLz. Mum always say, don't club so much, it's not good or health, sleep late makes you look old and you wouldnt have a smooth skin, drink alcohol, meeting random people, percentage of getting molested is high, and worst is when u get drunk, you wouldn't know what's going on and even worst is when people spike your drink and bla bla bla....bla bla bla.....
Okay, i know i sound a little or much naggy like mum now. Whatever!~*drooling eyes*

Here goes the picture


The clubs area at 12.30 AM. It was MUCH crowded compare to the day time.

   
The Family Club Limo





Mike with his mini cooper in RED!


This is the Ice Bar Hall in Family. Everything around is frozen and covered by ice. Unlike M'sia ice in Quattro, not even a freaking ice. LOLZ.!


That's Mink from Thailand


Mink, Me and Mike.


I was too tired to pose and they are still that hyper.


Mink. Me. Wei Yin, Grace and Sabrina.

 


The night out peeps.


This is the face expression when i was too tired to pose. Eyes close, mouth shut. LOLZ.


Before clubs

That night was good until some unexpected incident happen to my friend. Wanted to share it here, but i think it wouldn't be nice. So, just forget it. But overall everything is fine. Clubs here is way much stricter than M'sia's. One of my friend get drunk and was asked to leave the club by the bounder. They doesn't allow drunken people to stay in their club for reason avoiding from fights or any unwanted incident. Plus the people in club isn't as "ganas" or should i say desperate as M'sian. The percentage of getting molested is much lesser. The club is clean where u can see people walking around cleaning and picking up any classes on the floor and table. Furthermore, there are locker services which is FREE OF CHARGE. If its in M'sia for sure there's a fees to pay for it. Geez!~Money Eyes~

That's the end of it.

Mum and sis is going to Hong Kong this week. I'm kinda worried about the Swine flu. But there isn't any case over there. So i think it shouldn't be any probs. Shall just pray from them to come back safe and sound and buying some stuff for ME!
Whether is getting colder each day. Winter is around the corner and its raining every night. Which is GOOD for me! Sleep soundly. ^^teeeheee~~

Its raining again. Time to sleep.

Good Nite People.

Adios~

-Cozy-




Thursday, May 14, 2009

Bad news rain on me

Good Day People! Helooo~~ *wave wave* Anyone there? *sniff sniff*
 It has has been awhile not having a total disappointment.

Today, 14th of May 2009
Thunderstorm strikes on my mood.

From HAPPY mode to a total disaster !
Just like when u were happily ready to go for a swim and suddenly it rains. Get what i mean? Paah~ whatever lah!

On July,i'll be having a month holiday. So I was desperately wanting a job for money these few weeks. Been sending out resume to few cafe, restaurant, MdD, KFC, Hungry Jack, Hanaichi, Coles, Subway and...etc.. Yet there's no reply and the bad part is FOUR! EMPAT! of my assignment due next week! and next month i'll be sitting my final exam!

Last two day, there's this bakery cafe called me up for interview this morning. Woke up at 8.30 am and happily walking to the cafe. They asked me few questions and apparently there wasn't any problem for them to hire me. Since i've so much experience and stuff. The FAULT falls on the last!! The question was "are you able to work for 3 or 4 month"? I was like thinking should i tell her i'll be off for July? or No? but then by the time, i just blured out "no, i'll be off for few week in July" Then her expression change directly. I'm like F*** i shouldn't tell her about it man.! too LATE~~~~~ And she told me actually i've few more to interview today, So you can just wait for my call by today. Ok GREAT! I've got other competitors! I was praying damn hard on that job. I really want it, but then,the call came and she told me she want someone who can work for long term.

You SEE! When soemthing doesn't turn out what you wanted at the tip of time, the feeling was reallt unbarable! WTF man! I'm really pissed off k! I really need extra money for my holiday in July!!! I wanna go travel around! . Anyone kind enough to just spare me a little???

However, i'm feeling much better after talking to my sis about this. And she told me
"Do not defeat the purpose of going Australia"
Mainly to study and not is not work


Well, maybe i'll just spend the rest of the month eating instance noodle with egg.
Or perhaps i just put my shopping list in the waiting list. LOLZ wtf!

Anyway, i've no mood to blog about my first clubbing experience in Queensland. Shall blog about it when my mood is recover. Bye people!

4 assignment is poking my ass!


Adios

-When good news turns bad-


Saturday, May 09, 2009

One word- PURE AWESOME!

Hey guys! Good day people. This morning, my cousin brother send me thing link. It totally mesmerize me and i got goosebumps all over when i hear this song. I would really love to share good shiats with u guys! Enjoy!




What do you guys think? Wishing your dad or someone you love compose/ dedicate a special song especially for you?

Well, i believe that your time will come one day.......


Just wait..ONE DAY.......





Saturday, May 02, 2009

One step to a brighter day


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Hello people! I'm feeling HAPPY! PURE HAPPY! but there's something bothering me. Both clash equals MIX feeling!Sigh. Well, just keep the HAPPY part and leave the bad behind,isn't this what life suppose to be? LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLNESS! cheers!

Drop by the city yesterday to meet up with my cousin sister. Coincident her flight duty landed in Brisbane! oh ya btw she's a air stewardess. Went over to spend a night in Hilton with her. While i was on the way to get some food in Hungry Jack, there's this drunken guy trying to get into the office, and suddenly a guy question him about something. Out of sudden the guy started punching and wacking him. Everyone got shocked but no one is stopping them. My whole body got soften and i could feel tinkling in my spine right after i saw blood all over his face.After i got my food, i walk all the way back to Hotel shaking. People just go crazy when they are drunk. Since young i've this trauma towards blood. I can't bare seeing blood or accident. I still remember there's a time where i saw an accident right in front of my eyes and i fainted right away.

The next day, went shopping and stop by at a Korean Restaurant to had our brunch.
 





      Today, i got credit for being so helpful and somone offer me a ride to the city. And guess what! i'm riding on my dream car MINI COOPER and its RED! OMFG! i want that car. Bah~just ignore me! i'm just bring an ass.

Good nite!
ADIOS

-Happy Mode-



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