Doubtfulness is clouding over my bright blue sky. Flash back memories that are so wonderful,
Knowing behind every smile, there’s a story to tell. But will the sweetest smile last till today?
The only thing left is imagination and miserably that’s the closest you can get.
Fighting for answer over the simplest question that left after those smiles.
Is it that’s all? Or am I the one who doesn’t understand the whole phrase of smile.
Although i kinda over think things and complicated at times.
Expectation kills any relationship, some friendship and ruins all surprises.
What’s about all the expectation that you had before?
Hold on! Lay back and think for a bit, most of the happiest things that occur to you, are mostly when you least expect them to.
Finally a space of my own, which treasure most.
Taking a trip down to the memory lane, at one point before all this happened, i kinda forgot how it felt like to feel trustful in a relationship. A relationship where its beyond everything that we are as individuals, where every one thing that leads to another affects two individuals. Individuals which shares a life together.
Losing touch with your inner most emotions because you’ve shut it down for good a long time ago. To emote is to express emotion, especially in an excessive or theatrical manner; at some point I find it hard to just dwell in my bucket of sorrow filled with tears or a truck load filled with laughters.
Things that happened in the past left me dysfunctional in my own way. There’s nothing wrong about being dysfunctional, because that’s what makes you who you are, whatever’s engraved in you that makes you whole. Assuming that when we’re born being an empty white clothe, and growing up painting the white clothe with different choice of colors. Colors that symbolizes laughters, pain, sorrow, excitement and every color that contributes to the big picture YOU!
Choices were given, decisions been made. Love is a big thing, love is definitely not something you pick up from streets every day.
